Should I stop now?

Stop....

Cry....

Scream....

Think....

Dream....

What can i do in the future??

AM i in the right track?

In this years of age, i suppose to realize something important...

But,

Do I??

What happen to myself??

I can't accepted from the WORLD??

Isn't cruel??

Darkness........=(

What i suppose to...

Yesterday night...

a very speechless night....

I really don't know what am i wrong...

I heard more, I feel loss....

What i suppose to do now??

Please tell me!

Silent

I feel so worried now!
Everyday I am thinking the same question!!

Why poor people can't study?
Only the rich can?
My hope is as tiny as dust, but can't I get it?
My brain now is totally lost!!
I lost the most important part.
I lost MYSELF!!

Where can i get MYSELF back?
I need HOPE...
I need MONEY....
I need STUDY....
I need........
Can I get my wishes come true???

Streamyx??? TmPoint???

Internet, a component that cannot be away from my life every moment.

From the beginning of the month, I already get such services from our dearest Streamyx!!!

They provide me a "good" service for my internet....

The speed totally can't made me do anything from the web...

I HATE YOU!!

I need a fast speed internet!!!

Streamyx really SUCK!!!

I do my complains N times, but they still give me such F*** services!!

What for I pay so much for it, but I get THIS!!!

Even the speed meter too, I can't do any speed test from Streamyx portal....

I used P1WiMAX speed meter to test it!!!

Really stupid line giving me headache!!

I need to download with such turtle's speed??? *gosh*

What can I do now????

My hometown not coverage area for P1WiMAX also!!!

How to solve such headache problem???

HOW???HoW???hOw???hoW????

I try 3 times!!!

The speed really..........................*speechless*

1st time, it gives me this!!!

 2nd time, it gives me this!!

 3rd time, it gives me THIS!!

Decision? Ways? Bored??

New semester started!!

And I still wish to have some fun for my last semester....

Life suck now!!

I have to made decision now...

What can I choose for my NEXT???

Where to do it??

Can I have it privately??

Could someone give me some suggestions??

I just have 4 choices!!!

Have to think properly lo.......

God!!! Please HELP!!

Please lah!!! Do me a flavor!!!

The last week in Malacca

The year of 2010 will be ended soon.
And now I am having my final examination.
Almost everyday having revision for some subjects.
But I really don't know why some one is so selfish to me??
They are having some important notes for certain subjects.
But, they do not want to share with me!!!
I feel so disappointing to them.
We are already in the same class almost 3 years.
But their attitudes are so TERRIBLE!!
Sometimes I feel like wanna to KILL them!!
Although this will not happen la, I hope to try IT!!
wakakakakakakakakakkaakakakakakakakaaka..................
The way I release all stress, unhappiness!!
I went for a refresh yesterday!!
I meet her, them...
I feel so fresh after having a nice, relax refreshing!!
I drove a long journey, I feel tired.
I wanna to have a long rest.
Rest In Peace is the latest hope!!
Could I??
Can I??

The last jogging in the Jungle!! I wanna to run out lol....Bye!!=)

I think.....

Love is nothing..
Love can't help me?
Love brings human headache?
Love can do what?

Is Love a deal?
Why Love should have sex?

Love can.....

Love will.....
Love should....
Love ...... but......

What do you think Love is?
Do I need Love?
When will be my turn to fall in Love?
How you feel when you fall in LOVE???
Any other definition for LOVE??

The day before DAMAGED

finally, I can update my blog.
Sorry for all readers.

In this semester 4, all the systems changed.
My college management is totally different and all lazy people doing nothing.

I am just finished my 5 assignments last Thursday.
I am a super hero in this semester because I do all assignments in the last minutes cause all lecturers give us the questions in the last minutes.

I know all of you tried this before in rushing all assignments in 1 week!!!

I rush all of that in the night.
Last Thursday, I gonna pass-up all the assignments before I back home.

And finally I am SAFE!!!
Thank, God...

And I will face my Final Examinations in this coming Tuesday.
But I haven't get my timetable.
Haha...Lousy college lousy management!!

And now I gonna continue my revisions, Bye!!
Good Night!!=D

Currently status

8th April 2010, I am normally sit in front of my laptop and do my blog entry.
Today, the sky look nice and feel hot with 34°C and the sunshine look big.

I am now in the library with my newspaper and sitting alone in the corner.
I feel comfort.

I just got back from the town area for my brunch with my friend.


I am full now.

I need some silent.

But, normally in the library with many windows, I do hear voices from the outside world.

Sometimes when I feel I am a busy body, I know many things which is normally 'normal people' do not know as it.

Do you think I am quick busy-body?

Could I change it?

Can you believe in such busy-body??

How can I change normal?

The final week is beside the door.

I have to study more to assure my result wouldn't drop.

Hope that I can do that!!!

Gotta head to my Business Communication class before the lecturer angry!!

Bye!!=D

Oh My God!

I am gonna to have my small operation for my teeth.
I went to the dental yesterday.
Doctor told me that my teeth inside my mouth is full and there is no more place for the new teeth.
The new teeth are coming out.
And i feel pain everyday.
I took X-ray for my teeth.

They referred me to the head of specialist.
I will be in the hospital on the 4th January 2010.
Pain....pain*help*

Singapore Vs Malaysia

I just got my reply from the Singapore Standard Chartered Marathon 2009.

They just listed that all volunteers have to report them selves at 7.30pm at City Hall, Mac Donald.

I just want to ask those who are in Singapore, can i know where can i have the lowest price accommodation??

In Malaysia, I am easily find my cheapest place to stay...
But in Singapore, I can't do it....*cry*
I feel helpless now!!!*cry*

I have to get my accommodation on this week...
I will go there on this coming Friday, 4th December 2009.

Who can help me now??

My requirement is simple....

1st:
I just need a place to sleep.

2nd:
Clean, tidy, nearby MRT station.

3rd:
Can get food easily....

Lastly:
The price is the most most x10000000000000000000000 cheapest place....
It would be best if it is free for me!!!

I will thank to who are help me!!!

P/S: I just need 5 days 4 nights. I am take part in the volunteer's section. thanks.

rain god!!

Now Malaysia is having a bad season...
The rain god knock my door everyday...
It rains and rains and rains and rains.....
When do rain stop falling down to Malaysia??
Rain will never stop till next month...
Many cases happen during this season.
Car accident, flood, drown and etc...

Last week, i had a friend just pass away because of car accident.
Please behave when you are driving on the road.

During raining, the road is wet.
When you drive fast, you will lost control.
And the tires should always be checked.
It can prevent us from accident.

Hope that this season will pass through!!

Opera Vs Mozilla Firefox

Help!! My lappie can't upload pics into Facebook.
So,how??
Anyone can tell me?
I usually use Mozilla Firefox to browse.
Mozilla Firefox is the most popular internet browser to all pc...
At the beginning when i use this software to launch,there is no any problems happen during my launch.
But,when i re-format my lappie, i install it back, and i try and try and try and try to upload my pics for my FB, there is not functioning...
Why?
During the step create album, my lappie start lag!!!
Then the whole browser going to [NOT RESPONDING] !!
Then can't move..
Then i switch off...

After asking 'somebody', i uninstall it!!!

Then, someone give me a suggestion that ''why don't you can try OPERA?''

Okay, then i install Opera in...
After using, *ish*
also the same result!!
What Opera??
What Mozilla Firefox?
The most profresional is INTERNET EXPLORER!!!
Well done, internet explorer!!

Help

Help!!!
hElP!!
HelP!!
Help...
Help...help..!!
Damn Hard!!
Hard..
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Help!!

suffuring>.<

Help!!!hElP!!!HeLp!!!
My test 2 is knocking the door.
BUt i still no complete my revision...
How??hOw????????HoW???
I have to do better in this session coz my last test is damn poor....
P/S: Please pray for me & wish me good luck!!!

Why....why....

Do i ever feel sad, crazy, lonely,scary......?????????????

SAD-an expression of a human being that feel uncomfortable feeling through something happen around him/her. I am a person that live in a place that free from all anxieties, happy, safe and.....I don't ever think any bad incidents will happen to me, but yesterday night the nightmare comes....I feel i am not important to here any more!!!! Am i wrong in the beginning???? Why it will happen to me???? What can i do for it???? Isn't it is a false to me??? Who can give me the answer??? When can i know the answer???

Crazy-What is the meaning to this term??? It is a morbid state to a person who always under pressure...Nowadays, people busying to their jobs, business.....Are they even forget their family and their own selves?their attitude??expression??? humanity??People will become crazy because this society become complicate and in a mess. The environment are now complex and feel not so peace.

Lonely-People feel lonely when he/she is alone surrounded by walls only. But in this 21st century, 'Lonely' this word seldom appear in our mind especially those who accompany with their PSP, GameBoy,Laptop....Parents busying fighting with the world, children usually look after by Indonesian maids. Lonely will appear slowly in their mind when they grow up. Lonely will bring many social problem to the society.

Scary-I feel scary when the day waited long time ago reach. Today is the scariest day to me. I am scare i will lost something important to me. I am scare i will lost someone in my life standing an important position.I am scare to go to the hospital.I am scare everything that God gives me disappear in this world.When the scary day run-off?? Who can tells me??

Wat happen to you???

Yesterday nite, i had read 1 of my ex- school mate 's blog....The contents are so scary..... I felt not well after reading his blog.....
Y this incident will happen to him??
Isn't he should do such thing through tat ppl??
I feel very disappointing to him....
A 19 years old boy, with a good future, well looking person, an honest ppl, although sometimes he is a bit crazy in doing somethings.....
I chat with him until late nite, but he still stubborn to his own self....
Whr is his kind-heart ed??
Will he become a murderer??
My brain appear so many question marks??
Can i help him tide over this crisis??
How can i help him??
Can someone give me some suggestions???

I really need help from all my frens......

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Mother's day [part 3]

WAT IS LOVE??????
Can somebody tell me?

I juz wanna to ask my mom, do u love me ?
Can u love me more?
Y i cnt get any love from u?
Am i the 1 who dun not hv qualification to get ur love?
How can i get ur love?
Will i get ur love soon?
Whr can i get ur love?
If u give me love, will i noe?
When this will happen to me?
Love, wat r u?
Mom, love cnt classified....
Dun let tis moment be pity...
I will wait till i died.....

Happy mother's dAY [part 2]

This interest video is talking abt the mom in the whole world.....


g00d show....
this show talks abt the great of our mom....